I find that I really dun understand myself much ...
hmm ... dunno ... so many questions about myself ...
Dunno what is my strong point, what are my weak points ( Cept I'm lazy )
Oh well ... I dun think now I really wanna care.
I nvr wanted to be bothered bout what ppl say about me.
In fact I dun care, but somehow, they float around me like phantoms,
nvr fading away, ever present, especially when ur all alone ..
They strike with constant speed, and the more ppl say, the more u get attacked.

Physically unscathed, but mentally hurt ...
Terrible ain't it.

Currently doing homework that my Chem tuition teacher gave me :P
She's very good, I passed with flying colours,
so I asked her to teach me all the subjects.
Very amazed she agreed, but I guess she's pissed because I ain't doing my homework ...
Oh well ... sorry teacher

I wonder why is money so important ...
Why was it invented in the first place ?
So there will be order and stuff, yea,
but then, now it's making minds corrupt, families spilt, love for the wrong reasons,
and friendships because ur rich and stuff ...

That is wrong ..
This is not what the world should be like ...
Why is it like this ..
Terrible terrible ...

Dunno ... I guess I'm in a thinking mood again.

Life, death, friendship, all these things ...
I've thought of it so many times ^_^

My friend said I was materialistic because I played with my hp yesterday ...
I was smsing and he said where was my table manners.
Then he kept saying and laughing.

I dun think it's funny.
If u wanna insult me, just go ahead.

Dun be like Alvin's mom, thinking she's so retardedly funny
Saying I'm retained and laughing like it was so funny.
Issit funny ?
Well I think her hair is funny. I think she looks very funny.
U dun see me laughing at her when I see her.
One day I will.
She say me just one more time, I'm gonna give her some comments.
U dun show me at least some respect as a fellow human being
U dun expect me to treat u as a human.

That's some of the things I think of ...
For me, thinking moods, or " quiet times " are good ...
But then again, everytime I have that ( about 70% of the time ),
It will always lead to problems and things ppl say about me,
the mocking, the laughing, the insulting, the lack of hope in me ...

It always ends with me being sad dun cha think ? ^_^
I'm sure most of u are sick of me just dragging my feet about and whining about my stupid life.

" oh why this this this "
" why that that that "
" why ppl do this why ppl do that "

Heck.

I hate that too.
Sry u guys ...
Not being a good friend aye ..

Hmm ... seems like I'm not the only person who thinks the song " Perfect " suits me.
It's by Simple Plan.
It's about trying to achieve ur parents' expectations and failing to do so,
it's about being sad u can't be urself.

Ok so 2 retards just called me, thinking their so smart or something.
Oh well ... heckcare @_@"

Dunno lah ... thinking mood @_@
Erm, dunno wadda say too ^_^

Gotta finish my homework liao, later teacher scold :D
Take care

+~Peace~+
Wolffang scribbled at Monday, June 14, 2004.